What the hell am i doing here?

Im not an expert in grammar
i have limited vocabularies
i hate writing
my ears hardly listen to any speech
i can't speak fluently

So, WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE?

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LEARNING!

you can call us ROSES :)

helooooooooooooooooooo there :)
what is up?




nah seminggu yang lalu kan ada acara penyambutan maba tuh di jurusan gue, it's called WF, stands for Welcome Freshmen, nah setiap kelas mesti wajib kudu kasih performance di acara itu.

well, kelas gue mulai bingung tuh mau perform apa soalnya dikasih taunya dadakan. ehmm sebenernya udah lama sih tau bakal ada wf tapi ga tau kalo mesti perform.
akhirnya sang sutradara kelas (aszzzyeeeek) sifa punya ide buat bikin drama. konsepnya mini drama musikal.

ceritanya nih ya .........

hana jadi anaknya sifa nah si hana minta diceritain tentang cerita masa cintanya sifa waktu muda dulu. nah cerita deh tuh sifa. nah yang jadi sifa waktu muda tuh si may dan suaminya sifa waktu muda si ardi. ceritanya si may suka sama ardy karena si ardy kasih kunci mobil, rumah dan motor ke may (dasar matreeeeeeeeee hahahah) eh pas ending ternyata si ardi bukan orang kaya melainkan tukang duplikat kunci -_________-

nahhhhh akting may sama ardi tuh bener bener (ga tau deh gue speechless) yaaaak pokoknya intinya pointnya adalah mereka berhasil buat NGAKAK penonton.

oya ditengah drama ada penampilan dance. gue ikutan dance lhoooo (karena body gue gede jadi yaa menuhin tempat aje dah ahahhaah). dan bunch of thanks to papat :) yang jadi koreografer kita. si ppat ini lincaaaaaaaaaaah banget dah.


hasilnyaaaaaaaa jeng jeng jeng kelas gue menang lhoooooooooo
our hard work had been paid, guyyyyyyys :)
ga nyangka kalo kita bisa menang soalnya latihan cuma sehari dan baru bikin dancenya pas pagi hari.

oya nama buat kelas gue adalah "sebut saja mawar"
nah history nama itu adalah

kan kita pake baju merah semua. yaaaak paling ngejreng banget warnanya. nah ditanya tuh sama ka nadi

ka nadi : kok warnanya pada merah nih?
sifa : karena merah itu cintaaaaaaaaaaa :)

yes red is love!!!!!!!!!!

ka nadi : trus nama kelasnya apaan nih?
jeng jeng jeng bingung nih kita pas ditanya nama kelas soalnya kita emang ga nyiapin nama buat kelas. eh tiba-tiba si sigit asal ngomong
sigit : sebut saja mawar
yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak jadilah nama kelas gue "SEBUT SAJA MAWAR"
yaaampun namanya -___________-



WF was totally fun!

I do really love my class! 10dikB (sebut saja mawar)

youre my only hope

There's a song that's inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again
I'm awake in the infinite cold.
But you sing to me over and over and over again.

So, I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I know now, you're my only hope.

I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony, singing in all that I am
At the top of my lungs, I'm giving it back.

So I lay my head back down.
And I lift my hands and pray
To be only yours, I pray, to be only yours
I pray, to be only yours
I know now you're my only hope.

hmmmmm, hmmmmm, oooooh.

only hope-mandy moore

How can i forget?

What do you feel when you love someone but you're not allowed to speak up?

I have no reason why i have to keep it and leave it all behind. All i know is we probably are not meant to be!

how can i forget you, a lover, who have given me much damn unspeakable hopes?

I hate you as much as i want you

You are leaving as well as things are running without any reason.
I know you just take a look at my silliness but then please can you stop giving me so much damn hopes?

I hate you as much as i want you!

OMYGOD im mature enough to think about love. Ain't I?

I'm officially student of State University of Jakarta

WEHEEEE! I just wanna say HOREEEE i've done MPA! gaaaah it was really tiring week, y'know?

Oke, it started by briefing (august 19th). I felt so dumb and (of course) sleepy! Can you just imagine how tired i was cause i only slept 3 hours at night and had to seat all day long? Gaaah the worst was i didn't really understand about the tasks so ehm oke that was useless briefing for me, yeah stupid me! Pity me! Poor me. But yes yes yes lucky me because though this is fasting month i still could have a lunch =) i throw bunch of thanks to KMHB UNJ who allowed and served us (me and other hindus) to eat and drink =).

The briefing took approximately 10 hours for faculty + department => very tiring day

teng tong tang tong MPA

Opening, august 21st,
we were yelling many times and shouting UNJ SATU! UNJ LUAR BIASA! MPA FBS BERRASA BERAGAM RASA SATU WARNA! HIDUP MAHASISWA! HIDUP RAKYAT INDONESIA!
The opening was just so BLAST and COOL! We released rockets and baloons although that were simple rockets but still COOL! wow!!

3 days of MPA

we were introduced about faculty academic system and yeah there were foreign students who wanted to study bahasa and indonesian culture. They were sooo handsome and pretty hahahaha oops there's korean girl, cutie hahaha i just wish there'd be korean guy hahahahahahaha
then on the 2nd day i got punishment because i made incorrect nametag. oh damn bad! I had to sing balon ku ada lima in english. And the last day was sooo rough, i was so thirsty all day long. There were introductions and attractions by ukm (unit kegiatan mahasiswa) and still had to seat for hours. Most of us (new students) were not paying attention for the attraction at last because we were so tired and bored although actually the ukm attractions were very nice cool and dandy.

Overall, mpa meant TIRING DAYS! I had to wake up 3 am then got home at night and also did the confusing tasks and stuffs.

these are the pictures and two of them (the bottom two) were taken from kak ary's camera ( i just downloaded it) thanks kak ary :)

nametag

Ps : i think im not gonna be good in english department. My english is ehm yeah creepy :(

Goodbye is better than see you

This blog is dedicated to @..........

He used to be my internet friend, i knew him via MSN then we finally met up after a long chat we've made. We talked, chated, and shared everything and he also told me about hard music although i didn't really like hard music such as metal, emo, punk .
He was so friendly and we were so close then i thought he was the only one that i was thinking about.

But

later...
He stayed away from me because he had another girl :(. I was so sad but well that's okay i hoped they would be together forever.

After months later
he broke up with his girl. I was supossed to be happy but in fact i was not! I was afraid he would get hurt :(

now
we are still friend but not that close like we used to be

then he gets to take college in other city, that means we will (maybe) never meet again.


DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU EVER GAVE THE SWEETEST HOPE TO ME?
i want you to know what im feeling rite now yet i dont have that brave to tell you. im so dumb :(
Ehm oke. Whatever. thanks for giving me that colorful memories :)


Take care of yourself! Okay?

I will surely be missing you and the memories of us.


Good bye...
I hope i won't see you anymore cause seeing you is so hurt, you know?

Goodbye is better than see you