Goodbye is better than see you

This blog is dedicated to @..........

He used to be my internet friend, i knew him via MSN then we finally met up after a long chat we've made. We talked, chated, and shared everything and he also told me about hard music although i didn't really like hard music such as metal, emo, punk .
He was so friendly and we were so close then i thought he was the only one that i was thinking about.

But

later...
He stayed away from me because he had another girl :(. I was so sad but well that's okay i hoped they would be together forever.

After months later
he broke up with his girl. I was supossed to be happy but in fact i was not! I was afraid he would get hurt :(

now
we are still friend but not that close like we used to be

then he gets to take college in other city, that means we will (maybe) never meet again.


DO YOU KNOW THAT YOU EVER GAVE THE SWEETEST HOPE TO ME?
i want you to know what im feeling rite now yet i dont have that brave to tell you. im so dumb :(
Ehm oke. Whatever. thanks for giving me that colorful memories :)


Take care of yourself! Okay?

I will surely be missing you and the memories of us.


Good bye...
I hope i won't see you anymore cause seeing you is so hurt, you know?

Goodbye is better than see you