Don't know what to think about college

I have no idea what to think about, i just want to post because i think i've to post more often untill this long-term-holiday is over. I dately will take the first college day in august and it says "HELLO CAMPUS LIFE! Would you like to be my friend?" ohh no! Honestly from my deepest lazy sense, I'M NOT READY YET FOR COLLEGE! Can i have addition days for holiday? PLEEEEEASE :(
well ready or not i have to bear it!

Ehm oke i want to share about campus life. I don't want to talk a lot like a damn fussy hahaha because i actually only know lil bit about it!

Ehm i probably want to join with KMHB and study harder and more often because i've to achieve my target! College is so far different as high school. I need to give more ekstra atention to my future job!

To be honest i'm bit nervous about whether i'll be dumb or social-able which i can't predict well i know i ever felt like this before but it's been ages and now i feel this kind of dag dig dug again!

College is also more expensive. Ehm fortunately i entered UNJ (the state university of jakarta) by SNMPTN which is cheaper than other entrance test but well still expense! I wanna pay all the costs by myself although my parents resposible for my education. It seems so proud if i can earn money and stop asking money to parents, right? I wanna be private teacher or honour teacher and hope i get student soon.

I also must realize i can't hang out more often like i did in senior high anymore.


YAA WELL, I WILL MUST ENJOY CAMPUS LIFE. Whatever it is