Dear my puppy love

What would you do if you missed someone but he/she had passed away?


Last night i dreamed of wisnu who had gone more than 3 years ago! There was no thoughts of him before, he just suddenly appeared into my dream and oh it totally makes me miss him so bad NOW! RIGHT NOW!
I still remember his face, and i profoundly can figure him out.

He was my elementary friend! Nooo nooo he was not only my childhood friend but also my puppy love. Im sinkin down the memories
when we used to chilled, studied, went home, all together! He were so annoying but i loved the way he annoys me. Hahaha i liked him yes i did i did ! And most my friends did either, of course the girls only.

Wish i could back to the moment when we were still little kids and had our first puppy love!

Dear wisnu.. I miss you and thanks for coming into my dream out of the blue :)

Rest in peace buddy :D

Don't know what to think about college

I have no idea what to think about, i just want to post because i think i've to post more often untill this long-term-holiday is over. I dately will take the first college day in august and it says "HELLO CAMPUS LIFE! Would you like to be my friend?" ohh no! Honestly from my deepest lazy sense, I'M NOT READY YET FOR COLLEGE! Can i have addition days for holiday? PLEEEEEASE :(
well ready or not i have to bear it!

Ehm oke i want to share about campus life. I don't want to talk a lot like a damn fussy hahaha because i actually only know lil bit about it!

Ehm i probably want to join with KMHB and study harder and more often because i've to achieve my target! College is so far different as high school. I need to give more ekstra atention to my future job!

To be honest i'm bit nervous about whether i'll be dumb or social-able which i can't predict well i know i ever felt like this before but it's been ages and now i feel this kind of dag dig dug again!

College is also more expensive. Ehm fortunately i entered UNJ (the state university of jakarta) by SNMPTN which is cheaper than other entrance test but well still expense! I wanna pay all the costs by myself although my parents resposible for my education. It seems so proud if i can earn money and stop asking money to parents, right? I wanna be private teacher or honour teacher and hope i get student soon.

I also must realize i can't hang out more often like i did in senior high anymore.


YAA WELL, I WILL MUST ENJOY CAMPUS LIFE. Whatever it is

ENDLESS LOVE >>>>>>> my addiction

oke ceritanya nih ya gue ga ada kerjaan dirumah terus winda bilang "cici tiwi nonton endless love yuk" karena ga ada kerjaan yaudah gue nonton aja meskipun sebenernya agak males juga karena tuh film udah berkali-kali gue tonton dari jaman gue sd dan kayanya sih vcdnya udah ngadat alias kresek2 alias udah rusak deh, tapi ternyata masih bagus (padahal gue beli bajakan dulu hehehe)
dan drama seri Endless Love as known as Autumn In My Heart pun dimulai






daaan yaaak meskkipun udah berkali kali nonton tetep aja gue nangis (lagi).
if you haven't watched this series, WATCH NOW! gue ga mau kasih tau ceritanya yang jelas kalo lo udah nonton ini film sedian tisu deh. ini seri drama asia tersedih selama yang gue pernah nonton.






ceritanya menyentuh banget dan latarnya yaaaaampun indah banget! dipedesaan gitu trus pas musim semi (sesuai judulnya autumn in my heart). gue ga tau apa tempat aslinya sama seperti yang di film atau ga yang jelas GUE MAU KESANA! gue mau ke korea.

selain endless love gue juga suka drama seri korea yang lain

ini gue kasih rekomendasi
1. autumn in my heart (commonly known as autumn in my heart)
2. save the last dance for me
3. sad love song
4. wonderful life
5. full house
6. stairway to heaven
7. sorry i love you
8. brilliant legacy
9. 18 vs 29
10. my sassy girl
dll masih banyak lagi drama korean series yang very recomended !!! =)

you may say im korean lover! yes i am meskipun gue bukan yang addict banget ampe tahu segalanya tentang artis korea dan film-film atau drama seri terbaru korea.
someday, kalo gue udah kerja gue mau nabung biar bisa ke korea SENDIRI! gue maunya ke pergi sendiri aja ga ama siapa-siapa karena gue lebih suka jalan-jalan ke tempat yang sangat gue suka SENDIRIAN! alone is not always bad, rite?

ps : meskipun gue suka korea tapi gue tetap cinta indonesia kok! yep indonesia is my native land of course!

All i want to say is "THANKYOU"

Thanks God for giving me UNJ
Thanks God thanks God :)
youre... ohh i'm speechless. What a kind of you.

Mama, you're still and always the best person in my life!

Papa, you're such a light that always calms me down in whatever condition i am!

Thanks God for giving me super parents! :)
i super love you, my lord, Sang Hyang Widhi Wasa :)

Oh no

I've goten so many hurt love. Yeah my love life is suck! I'm not sure i'll get the rite man cause so far i never get him. You may laugh at me, you may say i'm the unfortunate girl, you may say i'm stupid, yes you may since yes i am!

Love goes along the tears and i know when i face new hope of love i've to be ready for another heart break! OH MY GOD I AM SO EMO :(