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Life seems so easy when you get everything you want without considering the efforts you need.

Talking about my life, it is not that easy although i'm pretty sure i can get rid of the problems i've got!
I've ever been so depressed when i failed SIMAK (University of Indonesia entrance test) and UMB, then my mom offered me study nursing in australia together with cici (my sister), i'm excited too much but the problem is i'm not sure i'll do well in nursing. Okay, thats only a little problem but there is A BIG PROBLEM else that frighten me, you would know if you were me or a part of my family (too privat to be shared). Well, that's the rule, not only all i want, but i also must take some risks to get what i need. It's fair though.

how the hell can i want those and these without considering my ability?
I've to realize i'm just nothing without efforts! I'm confessing i'm too tired of failure but when i stuck on the failure i won't bear the lights in front of me! And now i know that believing in my dream seems to be the easy reason to adhere to my efforts.

Now, i've to reset my plan because i still expects my goals which someday i can reach them! Yes pretty indeed i can!

Oke, i'll take some risks and efforts then i'll get that success.

1. Waiting for UNJ result
2. If number *1 fail, taking an ielts in order to apply student visa
3. If number *2 doesn't run well, taking a year off and getting the second chance for SIMAK and STAN next year.

I let God do his Goodness because i believe in you, my Lord, SANG HYANG WIDHI WASA :)