Updates of this week

mama will fly abroad this 31st. I will obviously be missing her so bad. figuring out days ahead without mama totally scares me

Ika has her birthday this 27th which is today. I miss her much. 2 years ago, when we were in 12th grade of HS, we celebrated our day of 27 (for both of us were born on 27th) together by going to cinema and having dinner at Cibubur Junction. A very little sweet momment

Bli Kadek says he will bring Jane to come over her bro, Max, soon after this week. I'll be so excited if i can meet Max. Jane does really need friends. Well, i am her friend yet i actually ain't her colony.

Harry Potter DH part 2 will be released in Indonesia on 29th. I feel sad because it finally comes to an end :'(. You need to know that i grew with Harry Potter casts and i've been loving Harry Potter since i was in ES. My favorite character is Ronald Weasley :D. He is silly but he's also cute :p



ps :
dear tiwi, This summer will come to an end. Sooner or later, it will! So, be ready to leave your fantasy and go back to the reality!

Regard
your holiday ruiner

You do not see me like the way I see you!

"And I lift my hands and pray

To be only yours, I pray,

To be only yours I know now you're my only hope"

"Sing to me the song of the stars.

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.

When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again"

Only Hope

Iseng iseng mau bikin puisi
dan inilah jadinya :)

Burung
udara
pohon
rumput
oh indah! Indah! Sungguh indah! Aku pun takjub!

Tangis
gelap
kering
aku terperangkap akan harap

kata kata ku kosong dan aku terperangkap
pikiran ku terbang dan aku terperangkap
sedih aku. Oh sedih aku! Dan aku pun terperangkap.

Lalu siapa engkau? Hei kau yang menunjuk air di tengah padang pasir kering!
Hei, aku suka air tak bermassa itu! Sungguh mataku tak dahaga lagi!

Tapi aku hilang

lalu

Dimanakah pohon?
Dimanakah angin?
Dimanakah burung?
Dimanakah rumput?

Aku tak ingin terperangkap disini

@niketutiwi

HELLO THERE!

udah lama banget ga ngepos di blog. well here i am :)
there are things i need to tell you.

1st i've resigned form LPIA considering that i will not have much time to take care of my house since mama will go to Australia. it was great experience to teach there. seriously!

2nd, i couldn't reach the target to get GPA more than 3.5. i got only 3,41, it's lower than the 1st semester which was 3.48 . I'M LAME!

3rd I GAIN MY WEIGHT! as usual when i'm on holiday -_____-

few weeks ago, i finally wnt to Gunung Salak! i went there together with KMHB UNJ! i just loved it though there were some conflicts but they have been solved yet!
here are some pictures







anyway, tanggal 10 kemaren mama gagal jalan karena visanya udah out of date. jadi ceritanya mama udah sampe di airport dan pas check in ternyata diliat petugasnya kalo visa mama udah expired. mama langsung telp rumah and guess what? my first reaction was LAUGHING! i just could't believe it happened secara visa itu penting kalo mau pergi ke luar negeri. eh ini malah lupa. well, mama rugi banyak banget untuk cancellation fee for her ticket. sekarang mama lagi ngurus visanya lagi. the application has been forwarded to Australian embassy and the result will be issued about 5 days later. i just hope all is well

and winda is finally Senior High School Student. ahaaaai dia diterima di SMA 106. padahal dia maunya masuk 39 atau 98 tapi ya ga apa lah 106 shs is not bad lah! cuma ya dia males jalan kesekolahnya jauh banget haha. mungkin dengan begitu dia bisa kurus :p

dan kemaren si jane baru aja keseleo, dia nagis menjerit. suaranya jane kalo nangis kaya anak ayam lol dia keseleo gara2 turun dari tempat tidur pas main ama gue. soalnya gue bercandain. ga ngerti deh keseleo atau ke jepit. yang jelas dia kesakitan. maaf ya jane. really i didn't mean to hurt you :'( untungnya sekarang udah ga apa mmalah udah bisa lari lagi kok setelah diurut ama bli kadek. you know, jane? i really panicked seeing you're crying :'(



and the last

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWINS BRO
Bli Kadek & Bli Komang
July 1 2011
they are 20 now! congrats! all the best for both of you! semoga jadi makin akur sesama kembaran ya
xoxoxo

this is what i call with JI EI EL EI YU

I don't know what is going on...

It may sound 'galau' but i admit that i am in Galau-ness lol. I just do not know if there is galau in dictionary. I will share my galau-ness to you guys


first i doubt i can succesfully completely easily undergo the whole steps of being teacher in LPIA. It's such a loooooooong journey! For your info, i applied at lpia two weeks ago, then i was called to do toefl test and then after toefl test i had to do micro teaching! It was my first time doing micro teaching. I got lost and did not know to do but i finally succeded it! And then i was called for training and immidiately demo teaching! Guess what? I was teaching 2 classes. The first one was junior high school students. They are all nice. Very cooperative but then after that, i taught elementary school. It was HORROR! See? They were super duper active! I couldn't make them be silent only just for few minutes! It was huh! After that, i was interviewed and i taught advance students. Teaching advance students was less depression. Praise the Lord (^_^) they were so cooperative

now : i am looking forward to hearing about my progress. I am not a teacher yet!

Second galau-ness i have

there is someone who always ruin my mind. I always be blank when he talks to me. He's smart, nice, and handsome. Yeeeaaah I may say he is charming! Yes there are so many girls out there like him. Yet he is not that perfect. I lately find him with lots of *bulsyit*. All what he have said is just nothing! Perhaps, he is good in theory but ZERO in action. In other words : talking too much but doing less
thanks God for showing me who he really is.

These are two biggest Galau-ness i have!
I still am wondering what 'galau' is in English

another curhatan bout' Bandung

Gue mau ke bandung!!!!!!!! Please please please!!!!!!!!! Gue mau ke saung mang ujo! Mau ke museum geologi! Mau ke kampung naga! Ke kampung pulo! Ke sasana Ganesha! Ke cihampelas!

In other word : I MISS STULA!!!!!!

Sixpence None The Richer - Breathe Your Name

It's every day
I'm in this place
I feel this way
I feel the same
It's every day
I'm in this place
I feel this way
I feel the same

Is it all inside my head
Is it all inside my head
I'll view the list
And take my pick
I view my faith
And make a choice
'Cause it's nobody else's but mine

But you are in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name

So many days within this race
I need the truth
I need some grace
I need the path
To find my place
I need some truth
I need some grace
The part of you
That's part of me
We'll never die
We'll never leave
And it's nobody else's but mine

You are in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name

You'll view the list
And take your pick
You'll view my faith
And make a choice
'Cause it's nobody else's but yours

And you're in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name

'Cause you're in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name

I just love this song with no reason.