HELLO THERE!

udah lama banget ga ngepos di blog. well here i am :)
there are things i need to tell you.

1st i've resigned form LPIA considering that i will not have much time to take care of my house since mama will go to Australia. it was great experience to teach there. seriously!

2nd, i couldn't reach the target to get GPA more than 3.5. i got only 3,41, it's lower than the 1st semester which was 3.48 . I'M LAME!

3rd I GAIN MY WEIGHT! as usual when i'm on holiday -_____-

few weeks ago, i finally wnt to Gunung Salak! i went there together with KMHB UNJ! i just loved it though there were some conflicts but they have been solved yet!
here are some pictures







anyway, tanggal 10 kemaren mama gagal jalan karena visanya udah out of date. jadi ceritanya mama udah sampe di airport dan pas check in ternyata diliat petugasnya kalo visa mama udah expired. mama langsung telp rumah and guess what? my first reaction was LAUGHING! i just could't believe it happened secara visa itu penting kalo mau pergi ke luar negeri. eh ini malah lupa. well, mama rugi banyak banget untuk cancellation fee for her ticket. sekarang mama lagi ngurus visanya lagi. the application has been forwarded to Australian embassy and the result will be issued about 5 days later. i just hope all is well

and winda is finally Senior High School Student. ahaaaai dia diterima di SMA 106. padahal dia maunya masuk 39 atau 98 tapi ya ga apa lah 106 shs is not bad lah! cuma ya dia males jalan kesekolahnya jauh banget haha. mungkin dengan begitu dia bisa kurus :p

dan kemaren si jane baru aja keseleo, dia nagis menjerit. suaranya jane kalo nangis kaya anak ayam lol dia keseleo gara2 turun dari tempat tidur pas main ama gue. soalnya gue bercandain. ga ngerti deh keseleo atau ke jepit. yang jelas dia kesakitan. maaf ya jane. really i didn't mean to hurt you :'( untungnya sekarang udah ga apa mmalah udah bisa lari lagi kok setelah diurut ama bli kadek. you know, jane? i really panicked seeing you're crying :'(



and the last

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWINS BRO
Bli Kadek & Bli Komang
July 1 2011
they are 20 now! congrats! all the best for both of you! semoga jadi makin akur sesama kembaran ya
xoxoxo

this is what i call with JI EI EL EI YU

I don't know what is going on...

It may sound 'galau' but i admit that i am in Galau-ness lol. I just do not know if there is galau in dictionary. I will share my galau-ness to you guys


first i doubt i can succesfully completely easily undergo the whole steps of being teacher in LPIA. It's such a loooooooong journey! For your info, i applied at lpia two weeks ago, then i was called to do toefl test and then after toefl test i had to do micro teaching! It was my first time doing micro teaching. I got lost and did not know to do but i finally succeded it! And then i was called for training and immidiately demo teaching! Guess what? I was teaching 2 classes. The first one was junior high school students. They are all nice. Very cooperative but then after that, i taught elementary school. It was HORROR! See? They were super duper active! I couldn't make them be silent only just for few minutes! It was huh! After that, i was interviewed and i taught advance students. Teaching advance students was less depression. Praise the Lord (^_^) they were so cooperative

now : i am looking forward to hearing about my progress. I am not a teacher yet!

Second galau-ness i have

there is someone who always ruin my mind. I always be blank when he talks to me. He's smart, nice, and handsome. Yeeeaaah I may say he is charming! Yes there are so many girls out there like him. Yet he is not that perfect. I lately find him with lots of *bulsyit*. All what he have said is just nothing! Perhaps, he is good in theory but ZERO in action. In other words : talking too much but doing less
thanks God for showing me who he really is.

These are two biggest Galau-ness i have!
I still am wondering what 'galau' is in English

another curhatan bout' Bandung

Gue mau ke bandung!!!!!!!! Please please please!!!!!!!!! Gue mau ke saung mang ujo! Mau ke museum geologi! Mau ke kampung naga! Ke kampung pulo! Ke sasana Ganesha! Ke cihampelas!

In other word : I MISS STULA!!!!!!

Sixpence None The Richer - Breathe Your Name

It's every day
I'm in this place
I feel this way
I feel the same
It's every day
I'm in this place
I feel this way
I feel the same

Is it all inside my head
Is it all inside my head
I'll view the list
And take my pick
I view my faith
And make a choice
'Cause it's nobody else's but mine

But you are in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name

So many days within this race
I need the truth
I need some grace
I need the path
To find my place
I need some truth
I need some grace
The part of you
That's part of me
We'll never die
We'll never leave
And it's nobody else's but mine

You are in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name

You'll view the list
And take your pick
You'll view my faith
And make a choice
'Cause it's nobody else's but yours

And you're in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name

'Cause you're in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name

I just love this song with no reason.

hello there!

I just watched CIN(T)A. It was beautiful film telling about triangle love between Christian, Moslem and God. Very highly recommended dan karena latarnya adalah di Bandung, gue jadi pengen banget ke bandung!

Fyi, gue sangat suka sekali bandung, dari dulu gue mau banget kuliah di bandung tapi ga boleh sama mama -.-

terakhir gue ke Bandung pas STULA SMA. Udah 2 tahun yang lalu.
Gue suka suasana bandung. Ga tau kenapa, pokoknya gue suka aja.
Gue kangen ke bandung bareng 39. Kangeeeeeeeeeen banget!

Oneday, i'll be there soon with my true soulmate! I promise...

Ps :
Now i am at KMHB posting this blog and listening Kekal by Homogenic

I Wait ...

Promise me you'll always be happy by my side
I promise to sing to you when all the music dies

And marry me today and everyday
Marry me if I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will, say you will marry me

Marry Me - Train

I'd rather hear " Will you marry me? " than " will you be my gf? "

Letter to myself in 10 years later

hello tiwi. How are you?

Are you already graduated from UNJ? Ooo you must be a teacher or a lecture in one of senior high school in Bali, aren't you? Do you remember that you ever dreamed to live with your husband and your children in Bali? Is that cominng true?
Who is your husband? Is that your friend? Your senior? Or a random one whom you never figure out? Is he kind to you? I hope yes he is! How many children do you have? Do you live happily?

Are you still hanging out with your senior high school friends like ika, christi, ratri? Oo you should not loose their contact! And hey.. how is 10 dik B? You often chilled out at lab O with them. Didn't you? Are they graduated yet? Wuaaah i hope they're all graduated yet! I bet you miss them sooooooo much!
And kmhb? Woaaaah they were meaningful for your life. They changed you to be better than you used to be. Hooooaaa you must not leave them! You owe them! You loved them so much, rite?

hey oya. have you flied to Europe? England! you really dreamed of being there some day. does it come true? i remember you ever promised to yourself that you wanted to study abroad for your master degree. oke tell me now what country are you in? Australia? or is that UK? oooo girl! tell me that is UK! i know you've been craving it for so long! and have you gone to Korea? weheee don't tell me you haven't! if you really haven't gone there. just tell me you will SOON!

If you haven't had them all. Please don't give up to make all your dreams come true! Please please please for me-you in ten years later- and for your family because all i want is the answer 'yes' for every question in this letter!


Xoxo
Tiwi
when you -in the present time- are 18 !