with you right here I am a rocketeer.
Let's Fly...... up up here we go! up up here we go!
Tuesday, December 20, 2011
Wednesday, November 30, 2011
I AM NOT MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY IN THE PINK!
This is going to be the most hectic month ever in 2011! I have bunch of works to do which are college assignments and Duty in KMHB!
LLTT small (in fact, it is already BIG) project
EPP project
Presentation for TBP
Paper for IAD
The Report of Secretary for KMHB.
LLTT small (in fact, it is already BIG) project
EPP project
Presentation for TBP
Paper for IAD
The Report of Secretary for KMHB.
Monday, November 21, 2011
Love is You - Ten 2 Five
Whenever I'm with you
Everything is all about you
Too good to be true
Somehow I just can't believe
You can lay your eyes on me
If this is a fairytale
I wish it will end happily
Even though we are apart I can feel you here next to me
Here and now I will vow, stay with me
Let me love you
With all my heart
You are the one for me
You are the light in my soul
Let me hold you
With my arms
I wanna feel love again [2x]
Cuz I know
Love is you
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Marry Me - Train
Forever can never be long enough for me
Feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do
Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry Me
Today and every day
Marry Me
If I ever get the nerve to say
Hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Together can never be close enough for me
Feel like I am close enough to you
You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love
And you're beautiful
Now that the wait is over
And love and has finally shown her my way
Marry me
Today and every day
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Promise me
You'll always be
Happy by my side
I promise to
Sing to you
When all the music dies
And marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Marry me
Mm-hmm
ga tau kenapa lagu ini selalu berhasil buat gue galau. I just hope there will be a man singing this song to me.
Dear Tiwi,
oya Sifa will get married next week. I am so happy for her :) I really hope I'll be able to go to her wedding
Feel like I've had long enough with you
Forget the world now we won't let them see
But there's one thing left to do
Now that the weight has lifted
Love has surely shifted my way
Marry Me
Today and every day
Marry Me
If I ever get the nerve to say
Hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Together can never be close enough for me
Feel like I am close enough to you
You wear white and I'll wear out the words I love
And you're beautiful
Now that the wait is over
And love and has finally shown her my way
Marry me
Today and every day
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Promise me
You'll always be
Happy by my side
I promise to
Sing to you
When all the music dies
And marry me
Today and everyday
Marry me
If I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will
Mm-hmm
Say you will
Marry me
Mm-hmm
ga tau kenapa lagu ini selalu berhasil buat gue galau. I just hope there will be a man singing this song to me.
Dear Tiwi,
There is a man out there who is being prepared by God for only you
oya Sifa will get married next week. I am so happy for her :) I really hope I'll be able to go to her wedding
Saturday, October 1, 2011
LDK KMHB UNJ :)
Hello World of alohomora :)
it's been almost a month since the last post. what's up?
tanggal 18 kemaren gue ikut LDK KMHB UNJ. it was totally FUN! can't describe how satisfied i was!!!!!!!!!!
tahun ini gue jadi panitianya. seneng deh ngeliat anak-anak 2011 pada main, belajar, bercanda bareng. it seems that your effort has been paid very well !
overall LDK tahun ini FUN! like i said.
awalnya agak ada pertanda buruk soalnya pas nyampe sana hujan trus gue dan panitia yang lain juga harus jalan kaki menuju villanya. jaraknya jauuuuuuuuuuuuh banget!!!!!!
tapi besoknya cuaca jadi cerah :) oya di ldk kali ini ada post to post lho, nah gue jaga di post ke 2 tentang kepemimpinan bareng ka hari, ka mamen dan ka agung! trus pas acara puncak ini yang gue suka! kita pake acara api unggun nah anak 2011 pada diuji mentalnya gitu ama senior.
pas mau balik ke jakarta adalah moment yang unforgettable banget deh, bayangin aja macet 7 jam di daerah puncak gara2 ada bus yang kecelakaan. tapi gue merasa bersyukur dengan macet tersebut karena saat nunggu macet kita semua jadi tambah akrab. 2011, 2010, 2009 semua pada nyanyi2 di tronton sampe akhirnya semuanya pada tertidur saking capek.
Kita, tronton, macet!
overall I REALLY ENJOYED LDK!
Saturday, September 10, 2011
just in case if you are curious about Jane
Jane Jane Jane! sering banget gue upload photo, status fb twitter bm tentang Jane. trus banyak yang nanya "Jane itu siapa sih wi?" Jane anjing lo ya wi?" yuuuuuup Jane is my lovely Dog!
here she is

jadi temennya bli kadek baru adopsi anjing, nah dia adopsi 2 anjing sepasang. yang satu namanya Max dan yang satu Jane. karena dia tinggal di kosan jadi susah untuk melihara 2 anjing jadinya Jane dikasih ke bli kadek.


Jane dan Max yang sekarang
jane itu anjing kampung campuran. bloodnya udah ga jelas karena orang tuanya ga terindentifikasi. istilah kerennya lokal mix breed. huehahaha
- Jane tuh manja banget.ga suka ditinggal sendirian. kalo dia dikurung dikamar sendirian suka gonggong
- Susah makan dan kalo makan mesti ditemenin.kurus banget deh si Jane
- Suka lari larian ga jelas dirumah. (karena rumah gue ga luas jadi dia suka nabrak gitu kalo lari) ckck
- Tempat favoritenya itu dikolong kursi, tapi kalo malem dia suka tiba tiba pindah ke kasur.
- takut ama ayam! jadi pernah dia gonggongin ayam nah pas ayamnya dideketin ke Jane eh malah di kabur
- suka nyiumin orang. sering banget dia ngendus ngendus orang yang lagi tidur.
- suka gonggongin orang yang ga dikenal
- selalu nyambut orang rumah yang dateng dengan loncat loncat (lucu deh kalo dia udah loncat trus diri pake 2 kali belakangnya.)


I love her so much like she always cheers me up when i am down. :)
Sunday, August 28, 2011
I am 19 :)

orang pertama yang ngucapin mama via sms. i do miss her a lot. anyway she will be back on 30 september :) can't wait!
trus many best birthday wishes i'v got via facebook and twitter :), y' know what? FB is a good birthday reminder. it never forget many people's birthdays
trus dapet sms lagi dari winda, tante sri, dan papat temen se-lahir-an. kita sama sama ultah tanggal segitu, dan banyak lagi sms. thank you so much! i didn't expect i would have bunch of birthday wishes via sms. :)
siangnya om suanda dan keluarga ke rumah kita bikin Tum ayam :D
nah malemnya papa beliin bakmi william yang dijual di depan pasar induk. bakmi ini recommended banget deh! yummy to the max! buat gue mie is a must in my every birthday.
ucapan selamat ulang tahun yang bikin gue mau nangis itu dari mama sama papa. i'm too exaggerated for this, but yes I AM. gue emang terlalu emosional kalo kaya gini hehe
Nothing changes but the number of my age.
I need to change into a better me, more sociable, more mature, more wise, more and more and more and LESS FAT. lol! Fat is not bad for some people yet not for me. I don't like too skinny though, so I just need to loose some kilos.
besides all, I want to say
Thanks God, for all the things happen, for realizing me that i am not an outcast, for showing me your way, for giving me wonderful people in my life :) really BIG AND MUCH thanks to you, dear Sang Hyang Widhi Wasa :)
I feel So Blessed
Thursday, August 25, 2011
Your mistake is thinking you got a goddamn choice, boy. - Hobbs, Fast Furious 5 -
Ceritanya gue ama Ika udah janjian mau nonton, sebenernya janjian nonton Harry Potter tapi gue udah nonton sendiri duluan. maaaaf ya ka hehe yaudah rencana nontn di pending sampai kemaren daniel bilang dia di Jakarta. Nah kebetulan tuh akhirnya kita sekalian aja nonton bareng.
jadi kemaren gue, ika dan daniel meet up di Planet Holiwood.
awalnya kita bingung mau nonton apa, antara kungfu panda atau Fast Furious. nah yaudah kita putuskan nonton Fast Furious 5 aja karena jadwal tayangnya yang paling cepet.
dan filmnya PERFECTLY COOL!If you haven't watched, do watch now!! this film is highly recommended!! Indeed! I swear!
That's what i can conclude from Fast Furious 5.
One thing that is really touching is even a dangerous bandit has love, respect, and faith in God!
awalnya kita bingung mau nonton apa, antara kungfu panda atau Fast Furious. nah yaudah kita putuskan nonton Fast Furious 5 aja karena jadwal tayangnya yang paling cepet.
dan filmnya PERFECTLY COOL!If you haven't watched, do watch now!! this film is highly recommended!! Indeed! I swear!
"somehow You need to do crimes to get the right thing"
That's what i can conclude from Fast Furious 5.
One thing that is really touching is even a dangerous bandit has love, respect, and faith in God!
"Good man is not a 100% perfect and crimes doer is not a 100% bad"
Monday, August 22, 2011
Hectic Week on August
Finally The Orientation Week Programme has been over! It was a very super duper tiring week yet i was feeling pleasure to help my juniors like my seniors did to me when i got MPA! Anyhow, there were 18 new hindu and buddhist students. Well yeah not much but whatsoever! Quantity counts nothing, right? Quality does!
KMHB performed a hand motion dance called Sho Yi "peng you" for the 1st group and Kecak for the 2nd group. Both Sho yi and Kecak were very good! Such all the hard works were paid.
these are the photos




thanks to AKM who was collaborating with KMHB on performing Kecak.
And one thing to end this week is i had STAN entrance test which was horrible! The problems were multiple harder than last year! To be honest, i really didn't want to do this but my parents thought it would be awesome if i got accepted! I do really want to make my parents be proud of me but i'm just affraid i can't make it work!
Papa and mama said it would be nothing to lose to take that test.
Anyway, i will have my 19th birthday
next saturday.
I hope i can save money to buy me something as a gift! I want to treat my self well
again i say "MAMA KANGEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN"
Saturday, August 13, 2011
Saturday, August 6, 2011
I MISS MAMA!
Masih satu bulan 3 minggu lagi. Aaaaaaaa ayo dong akhir september dateng buruan! Honestly from deep inside my heart, I want to kiss her!!! after all this worry!!!! I really want to kiss and hug her!!!! Muah muah muah xoxoxo
I MISS JANE!
I'll be seeing her tomorrow. Winda and I will pick her up from Bintaro. Jane jane jane!
Thursday, August 4, 2011
I MISS YOU JANE :'(
some people talk to dog like they talk to human and I am one of those people.
Jane has been being with Max (her bro) for 3 days. I feel so scared that jane will get pregnant for she's mentally and physically not ready yet to be a mother. Well maybe but I have to realize that she is a dog! It's natural for a dog to get pregnant in early age!
Overall
I am so happy Max's masters treat Jane so well. They are so kind :) :)
anyway Max has Facebook! this is crazy lol! a dog has FB!
Jane will be back on next monday that means 3 days to go. Aaaaaaaa I miss her so much.
Mama is away now, I'm so sorry i didn't give her a kiss at the momment she went. I was pissed by the messages i read on her phone. I WISH THE TROuBLE MAKER, WHO SENT THOSE MESSAGES TO MY MUM, A VERY HUGE BAD LUCK! Dear sir, you know karma does exist, don't you? Take a look at your family, pity them! Don't you feel ashamed? Huh? JERK!
Mama tiwi kangen. Tiwi mau cium mama!!! Maaf ma :'(
some people talk to dog like they talk to human and I am one of those people.
Jane has been being with Max (her bro) for 3 days. I feel so scared that jane will get pregnant for she's mentally and physically not ready yet to be a mother. Well maybe but I have to realize that she is a dog! It's natural for a dog to get pregnant in early age!
Overall
I am so happy Max's masters treat Jane so well. They are so kind :) :)
anyway Max has Facebook! this is crazy lol! a dog has FB!
Jane will be back on next monday that means 3 days to go. Aaaaaaaa I miss her so much.
Mama is away now, I'm so sorry i didn't give her a kiss at the momment she went. I was pissed by the messages i read on her phone. I WISH THE TROuBLE MAKER, WHO SENT THOSE MESSAGES TO MY MUM, A VERY HUGE BAD LUCK! Dear sir, you know karma does exist, don't you? Take a look at your family, pity them! Don't you feel ashamed? Huh? JERK!
Mama tiwi kangen. Tiwi mau cium mama!!! Maaf ma :'(
Tuesday, July 26, 2011
Updates of this week
mama will fly abroad this 31st. I will obviously be missing her so bad. figuring out days ahead without mama totally scares me
Ika has her birthday this 27th which is today. I miss her much. 2 years ago, when we were in 12th grade of HS, we celebrated our day of 27 (for both of us were born on 27th) together by going to cinema and having dinner at Cibubur Junction. A very little sweet momment
Bli Kadek says he will bring Jane to come over her bro, Max, soon after this week. I'll be so excited if i can meet Max. Jane does really need friends. Well, i am her friend yet i actually ain't her colony.
Harry Potter DH part 2 will be released in Indonesia on 29th. I feel sad because it finally comes to an end :'(. You need to know that i grew with Harry Potter casts and i've been loving Harry Potter since i was in ES. My favorite character is Ronald Weasley :D. He is silly but he's also cute :p
ps :
dear tiwi, This summer will come to an end. Sooner or later, it will! So, be ready to leave your fantasy and go back to the reality!
Regard
your holiday ruiner
mama will fly abroad this 31st. I will obviously be missing her so bad. figuring out days ahead without mama totally scares me
Ika has her birthday this 27th which is today. I miss her much. 2 years ago, when we were in 12th grade of HS, we celebrated our day of 27 (for both of us were born on 27th) together by going to cinema and having dinner at Cibubur Junction. A very little sweet momment
Bli Kadek says he will bring Jane to come over her bro, Max, soon after this week. I'll be so excited if i can meet Max. Jane does really need friends. Well, i am her friend yet i actually ain't her colony.
Harry Potter DH part 2 will be released in Indonesia on 29th. I feel sad because it finally comes to an end :'(. You need to know that i grew with Harry Potter casts and i've been loving Harry Potter since i was in ES. My favorite character is Ronald Weasley :D. He is silly but he's also cute :p
ps :
dear tiwi, This summer will come to an end. Sooner or later, it will! So, be ready to leave your fantasy and go back to the reality!
Regard
your holiday ruiner
Saturday, July 23, 2011
You do not see me like the way I see you!
"And I lift my hands and prayTo be only yours, I pray,To be only yours I know now you're my only hope"
"Sing to me the song of the stars.Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.When it feels like my dreams are so far
Sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again"
Only Hope
Tuesday, July 12, 2011
Iseng iseng mau bikin puisi
dan inilah jadinya :)
Burung
udara
pohon
rumput
oh indah! Indah! Sungguh indah! Aku pun takjub!
Tangis
gelap
kering
aku terperangkap akan harap
kata kata ku kosong dan aku terperangkap
pikiran ku terbang dan aku terperangkap
sedih aku. Oh sedih aku! Dan aku pun terperangkap.
Lalu siapa engkau? Hei kau yang menunjuk air di tengah padang pasir kering!
Hei, aku suka air tak bermassa itu! Sungguh mataku tak dahaga lagi!
Tapi aku hilang
lalu
Dimanakah pohon?
Dimanakah angin?
Dimanakah burung?
Dimanakah rumput?
Aku tak ingin terperangkap disini
@niketutiwi
dan inilah jadinya :)
Burung
udara
pohon
rumput
oh indah! Indah! Sungguh indah! Aku pun takjub!
Tangis
gelap
kering
aku terperangkap akan harap
kata kata ku kosong dan aku terperangkap
pikiran ku terbang dan aku terperangkap
sedih aku. Oh sedih aku! Dan aku pun terperangkap.
Lalu siapa engkau? Hei kau yang menunjuk air di tengah padang pasir kering!
Hei, aku suka air tak bermassa itu! Sungguh mataku tak dahaga lagi!
Tapi aku hilang
lalu
Dimanakah pohon?
Dimanakah angin?
Dimanakah burung?
Dimanakah rumput?
Aku tak ingin terperangkap disini
@niketutiwi
HELLO THERE!
udah lama banget ga ngepos di blog. well here i am :)
there are things i need to tell you.
1st i've resigned form LPIA considering that i will not have much time to take care of my house since mama will go to Australia. it was great experience to teach there. seriously!
2nd, i couldn't reach the target to get GPA more than 3.5. i got only 3,41, it's lower than the 1st semester which was 3.48 . I'M LAME!
3rd I GAIN MY WEIGHT! as usual when i'm on holiday -_____-
few weeks ago, i finally wnt to Gunung Salak! i went there together with KMHB UNJ! i just loved it though there were some conflicts but they have been solved yet!
here are some pictures





anyway, tanggal 10 kemaren mama gagal jalan karena visanya udah out of date. jadi ceritanya mama udah sampe di airport dan pas check in ternyata diliat petugasnya kalo visa mama udah expired. mama langsung telp rumah and guess what? my first reaction was LAUGHING! i just could't believe it happened secara visa itu penting kalo mau pergi ke luar negeri. eh ini malah lupa. well, mama rugi banyak banget untuk cancellation fee for her ticket. sekarang mama lagi ngurus visanya lagi. the application has been forwarded to Australian embassy and the result will be issued about 5 days later. i just hope all is well
and winda is finally Senior High School Student. ahaaaai dia diterima di SMA 106. padahal dia maunya masuk 39 atau 98 tapi ya ga apa lah 106 shs is not bad lah! cuma ya dia males jalan kesekolahnya jauh banget haha. mungkin dengan begitu dia bisa kurus :p
dan kemaren si jane baru aja keseleo, dia nagis menjerit. suaranya jane kalo nangis kaya anak ayam lol dia keseleo gara2 turun dari tempat tidur pas main ama gue. soalnya gue bercandain. ga ngerti deh keseleo atau ke jepit. yang jelas dia kesakitan. maaf ya jane. really i didn't mean to hurt you :'( untungnya sekarang udah ga apa mmalah udah bisa lari lagi kok setelah diurut ama bli kadek. you know, jane? i really panicked seeing you're crying :'(

and the last
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWINS BRO
Bli Kadek & Bli Komang
July 1 2011
they are 20 now! congrats! all the best for both of you! semoga jadi makin akur sesama kembaran ya
xoxoxo
udah lama banget ga ngepos di blog. well here i am :)
there are things i need to tell you.
1st i've resigned form LPIA considering that i will not have much time to take care of my house since mama will go to Australia. it was great experience to teach there. seriously!
2nd, i couldn't reach the target to get GPA more than 3.5. i got only 3,41, it's lower than the 1st semester which was 3.48 . I'M LAME!
3rd I GAIN MY WEIGHT! as usual when i'm on holiday -_____-
few weeks ago, i finally wnt to Gunung Salak! i went there together with KMHB UNJ! i just loved it though there were some conflicts but they have been solved yet!
here are some pictures





anyway, tanggal 10 kemaren mama gagal jalan karena visanya udah out of date. jadi ceritanya mama udah sampe di airport dan pas check in ternyata diliat petugasnya kalo visa mama udah expired. mama langsung telp rumah and guess what? my first reaction was LAUGHING! i just could't believe it happened secara visa itu penting kalo mau pergi ke luar negeri. eh ini malah lupa. well, mama rugi banyak banget untuk cancellation fee for her ticket. sekarang mama lagi ngurus visanya lagi. the application has been forwarded to Australian embassy and the result will be issued about 5 days later. i just hope all is well
and winda is finally Senior High School Student. ahaaaai dia diterima di SMA 106. padahal dia maunya masuk 39 atau 98 tapi ya ga apa lah 106 shs is not bad lah! cuma ya dia males jalan kesekolahnya jauh banget haha. mungkin dengan begitu dia bisa kurus :p
dan kemaren si jane baru aja keseleo, dia nagis menjerit. suaranya jane kalo nangis kaya anak ayam lol dia keseleo gara2 turun dari tempat tidur pas main ama gue. soalnya gue bercandain. ga ngerti deh keseleo atau ke jepit. yang jelas dia kesakitan. maaf ya jane. really i didn't mean to hurt you :'( untungnya sekarang udah ga apa mmalah udah bisa lari lagi kok setelah diurut ama bli kadek. you know, jane? i really panicked seeing you're crying :'(

and the last
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWINS BRO
Bli Kadek & Bli Komang
July 1 2011
they are 20 now! congrats! all the best for both of you! semoga jadi makin akur sesama kembaran ya
xoxoxo
Monday, June 6, 2011
this is what i call with JI EI EL EI YU
I don't know what is going on...
It may sound 'galau' but i admit that i am in Galau-ness lol. I just do not know if there is galau in dictionary. I will share my galau-ness to you guys
first i doubt i can succesfully completely easily undergo the whole steps of being teacher in LPIA. It's such a loooooooong journey! For your info, i applied at lpia two weeks ago, then i was called to do toefl test and then after toefl test i had to do micro teaching! It was my first time doing micro teaching. I got lost and did not know to do but i finally succeded it! And then i was called for training and immidiately demo teaching! Guess what? I was teaching 2 classes. The first one was junior high school students. They are all nice. Very cooperative but then after that, i taught elementary school. It was HORROR! See? They were super duper active! I couldn't make them be silent only just for few minutes! It was huh! After that, i was interviewed and i taught advance students. Teaching advance students was less depression. Praise the Lord (^_^) they were so cooperative
now : i am looking forward to hearing about my progress. I am not a teacher yet!
Second galau-ness i have
there is someone who always ruin my mind. I always be blank when he talks to me. He's smart, nice, and handsome. Yeeeaaah I may say he is charming! Yes there are so many girls out there like him. Yet he is not that perfect. I lately find him with lots of *bulsyit*. All what he have said is just nothing! Perhaps, he is good in theory but ZERO in action. In other words : talking too much but doing less
thanks God for showing me who he really is.
These are two biggest Galau-ness i have!
I still am wondering what 'galau' is in English
It may sound 'galau' but i admit that i am in Galau-ness lol. I just do not know if there is galau in dictionary. I will share my galau-ness to you guys
first i doubt i can succesfully completely easily undergo the whole steps of being teacher in LPIA. It's such a loooooooong journey! For your info, i applied at lpia two weeks ago, then i was called to do toefl test and then after toefl test i had to do micro teaching! It was my first time doing micro teaching. I got lost and did not know to do but i finally succeded it! And then i was called for training and immidiately demo teaching! Guess what? I was teaching 2 classes. The first one was junior high school students. They are all nice. Very cooperative but then after that, i taught elementary school. It was HORROR! See? They were super duper active! I couldn't make them be silent only just for few minutes! It was huh! After that, i was interviewed and i taught advance students. Teaching advance students was less depression. Praise the Lord (^_^) they were so cooperative
now : i am looking forward to hearing about my progress. I am not a teacher yet!
Second galau-ness i have
there is someone who always ruin my mind. I always be blank when he talks to me. He's smart, nice, and handsome. Yeeeaaah I may say he is charming! Yes there are so many girls out there like him. Yet he is not that perfect. I lately find him with lots of *bulsyit*. All what he have said is just nothing! Perhaps, he is good in theory but ZERO in action. In other words : talking too much but doing less
thanks God for showing me who he really is.
These are two biggest Galau-ness i have!
I still am wondering what 'galau' is in English
Sunday, May 29, 2011
another curhatan bout' Bandung
Gue mau ke bandung!!!!!!!! Please please please!!!!!!!!! Gue mau ke saung mang ujo! Mau ke museum geologi! Mau ke kampung naga! Ke kampung pulo! Ke sasana Ganesha! Ke cihampelas!
In other word : I MISS STULA!!!!!!
In other word : I MISS STULA!!!!!!
Sunday, May 8, 2011
Sixpence None The Richer - Breathe Your Name
It's every day
I'm in this place
I feel this way
I feel the same
It's every day
I'm in this place
I feel this way
I feel the same
Is it all inside my head
Is it all inside my head
I'll view the list
And take my pick
I view my faith
And make a choice
'Cause it's nobody else's but mine
But you are in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name
So many days within this race
I need the truth
I need some grace
I need the path
To find my place
I need some truth
I need some grace
The part of you
That's part of me
We'll never die
We'll never leave
And it's nobody else's but mine
You are in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name
You'll view the list
And take your pick
You'll view my faith
And make a choice
'Cause it's nobody else's but yours
And you're in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
'Cause you're in my heart
I can feel your beat
And you move my mind
From behind the wheel
When I lose control
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your name
I can only breathe your nameI just love this song with no reason.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
hello there!
I just watched CIN(T)A. It was beautiful film telling about triangle love between Christian, Moslem and God. Very highly recommended dan karena latarnya adalah di Bandung, gue jadi pengen banget ke bandung!
Fyi, gue sangat suka sekali bandung, dari dulu gue mau banget kuliah di bandung tapi ga boleh sama mama -.-
terakhir gue ke Bandung pas STULA SMA. Udah 2 tahun yang lalu.
Gue suka suasana bandung. Ga tau kenapa, pokoknya gue suka aja.
Gue kangen ke bandung bareng 39. Kangeeeeeeeeeen banget!
Oneday, i'll be there soon with my true soulmate! I promise...
Ps :
Now i am at KMHB posting this blog and listening Kekal by Homogenic
I just watched CIN(T)A. It was beautiful film telling about triangle love between Christian, Moslem and God. Very highly recommended dan karena latarnya adalah di Bandung, gue jadi pengen banget ke bandung!
Fyi, gue sangat suka sekali bandung, dari dulu gue mau banget kuliah di bandung tapi ga boleh sama mama -.-
terakhir gue ke Bandung pas STULA SMA. Udah 2 tahun yang lalu.
Gue suka suasana bandung. Ga tau kenapa, pokoknya gue suka aja.
Gue kangen ke bandung bareng 39. Kangeeeeeeeeeen banget!
Oneday, i'll be there soon with my true soulmate! I promise...
Ps :
Now i am at KMHB posting this blog and listening Kekal by Homogenic
Thursday, April 21, 2011
I Wait ...
Promise me you'll always be happy by my side
I promise to sing to you when all the music dies
And marry me today and everyday
Marry me if I ever get the nerve to say hello in this cafe
Say you will, say you will marry me
Marry Me - Train
I'd rather hear " Will you marry me? " than " will you be my gf? "
Sunday, April 17, 2011
Letter to myself in 10 years later
hello tiwi. How are you?
Are you already graduated from UNJ? Ooo you must be a teacher or a lecture in one of senior high school in Bali, aren't you? Do you remember that you ever dreamed to live with your husband and your children in Bali? Is that cominng true?
Who is your husband? Is that your friend? Your senior? Or a random one whom you never figure out? Is he kind to you? I hope yes he is! How many children do you have? Do you live happily?
hello tiwi. How are you?
Are you already graduated from UNJ? Ooo you must be a teacher or a lecture in one of senior high school in Bali, aren't you? Do you remember that you ever dreamed to live with your husband and your children in Bali? Is that cominng true?
Who is your husband? Is that your friend? Your senior? Or a random one whom you never figure out? Is he kind to you? I hope yes he is! How many children do you have? Do you live happily?
Are you still hanging out with your senior high school friends like ika, christi, ratri? Oo you should not loose their contact! And hey.. how is 10 dik B? You often chilled out at lab O with them. Didn't you? Are they graduated yet? Wuaaah i hope they're all graduated yet! I bet you miss them sooooooo much!
And kmhb? Woaaaah they were meaningful for your life. They changed you to be better than you used to be. Hooooaaa you must not leave them! You owe them! You loved them so much, rite?
hey oya. have you flied to Europe? England! you really dreamed of being there some day. does it come true? i remember you ever promised to yourself that you wanted to study abroad for your master degree. oke tell me now what country are you in? Australia? or is that UK? oooo girl! tell me that is UK! i know you've been craving it for so long! and have you gone to Korea? weheee don't tell me you haven't! if you really haven't gone there. just tell me you will SOON!
If you haven't had them all. Please don't give up to make all your dreams come true! Please please please for me-you in ten years later- and for your family because all i want is the answer 'yes' for every question in this letter!
Xoxo
Tiwi
when you -in the present time- are 18 !
And kmhb? Woaaaah they were meaningful for your life. They changed you to be better than you used to be. Hooooaaa you must not leave them! You owe them! You loved them so much, rite?
hey oya. have you flied to Europe? England! you really dreamed of being there some day. does it come true? i remember you ever promised to yourself that you wanted to study abroad for your master degree. oke tell me now what country are you in? Australia? or is that UK? oooo girl! tell me that is UK! i know you've been craving it for so long! and have you gone to Korea? weheee don't tell me you haven't! if you really haven't gone there. just tell me you will SOON!
If you haven't had them all. Please don't give up to make all your dreams come true! Please please please for me-you in ten years later- and for your family because all i want is the answer 'yes' for every question in this letter!
Xoxo
Tiwi
when you -in the present time- are 18 !
Saturday, February 19, 2011
It takes a great deal of bravery to stand up to our enemies, but just as much to stand up to our friends. (Albus Dumbledore)
Ah, music. A magic beyond all we do here! (Albus Dumbledore)You can exist without your soul, you know, as long as your brain and heart are still working. But you'll have no sense of self anymore, no memory, no....anything. There's no chance at all of recovery. You'll just exist. As an empty shell. (Remus Lupin)
Wednesday, February 16, 2011
Special Thanks to my Special class :) xoxo
HELLO HELLO
hari ini untuk pertama kalinya gue ikut trip 10 Dik B. sebelumnya DikB udah 2 kali ngadain trip tapi gue absen hiks sediiiiiih :'(. 3rd trip for them but 1st trip for me!
tujuan kita kali ini Kota Tua ye ye ye ye (kok gue kaya papat ya) haha
gue berangkat dari rumah jam set 7 trus sampe sana jam set 10. gila 3 jam gue dijalan. -_____-
trus gue ketemu sifa disana. trus disusul ririn dan dini. ga lama kemudian ada 10 dik B yang laen. oya sebelum gue ketemu dik b, gue ama ririn ke asemka dulu. mau beli kado kan ada acara tukeran kado juga
nah gue sama ririn ketemu 10dikB di museum BI. foto foto deh kita..




trus kita makan siang di depan museum fatahilah....


nah abis makan siang kita masuk ke museum fatahilah. disitu kita adain sharing. seru banget banyakan bercanda dan gue ga berhenti ketawa. :D :D nah abis itu ada penobatan TER- and guess what? gue dapet predikat Ter-PAKSA. gue ga ngerti kenapa gue dapet predikat terpaksa ye? hahaha
trus tuker tukeran kado deh kita. gue dapet novel judulnya KITCHEN. makasih banget yaaaaaaaaaaaa :) gue suka banget. :D
thanks 10 Dik B family sebut saja mawar :) you guys have successfully made my day!
hari ini untuk pertama kalinya gue ikut trip 10 Dik B. sebelumnya DikB udah 2 kali ngadain trip tapi gue absen hiks sediiiiiih :'(. 3rd trip for them but 1st trip for me!
tujuan kita kali ini Kota Tua ye ye ye ye (kok gue kaya papat ya) haha
gue berangkat dari rumah jam set 7 trus sampe sana jam set 10. gila 3 jam gue dijalan. -_____-
trus gue ketemu sifa disana. trus disusul ririn dan dini. ga lama kemudian ada 10 dik B yang laen. oya sebelum gue ketemu dik b, gue ama ririn ke asemka dulu. mau beli kado kan ada acara tukeran kado juga
nah gue sama ririn ketemu 10dikB di museum BI. foto foto deh kita..




trus kita makan siang di depan museum fatahilah....


nah abis makan siang kita masuk ke museum fatahilah. disitu kita adain sharing. seru banget banyakan bercanda dan gue ga berhenti ketawa. :D :D nah abis itu ada penobatan TER- and guess what? gue dapet predikat Ter-PAKSA. gue ga ngerti kenapa gue dapet predikat terpaksa ye? hahaha
trus tuker tukeran kado deh kita. gue dapet novel judulnya KITCHEN. makasih banget yaaaaaaaaaaaa :) gue suka banget. :D
special thanks to my special class :) xoxoxo
Monday, February 7, 2011

Heeeey i am back!
I just want to tell you that i am on holiday but ain't enjoying this! Oke i should change the word 'holiday' into 'duty'! Whatever, i am enjoying my duty.
I was facing hectic days. I gotta go to campus for meeting to talk about baksos, raker, sks, ip and other kmhb and college things. Oke i got tired but i got the positive thing too which was i did not spend my holiday by watching korean series all the time like i used to! WHAT? I left korean series for the responsibilities i had? Wow i am so proud of me *prok prok prok*
i know i've been growing mature! ;) :p
Happy to know i am not jobless anymore, i have something to do during holiday.
Oyaaaa FYI I , for the first time and finally after pushing out my fear, donated my blood! Hell yeaaaah! I did! I did! Hohoho i am blood donor!!! Can you imagine i had not had breakfast before donating my blood and i felt my blood were drifting. Wuaaaaaaaaa lucky me i did not pass out.
Oooooo ya i also want to say that I DO REALLY MISS 10 Dik B. My beloved ED Babes. Miss you so bad guys........
Ttyl
love and smile
NKPA............
#Currently listeni Romance is dead by Paloma Faith
Tuesday, January 18, 2011
How are you wi? Im fine!
Hello world of alohomora.........
Udah lama gue ga cerita cerita disini. It seems i haven't been blogging for ages lol Sebenernya banyak banget yang mau gue ceritain tapi gue males banget nulisnya. Haha
oke gue mau cerita, tapi cerita apa dulu ya?
Heeeem kuliah! Yak kehidupan kuliah gue!
Tentang kuliah...
Ga kerasa udah 1 semester gue jadi mahasiswa di ED UNJ :) gue udah mulai ngerasa betah banget! Sangat betah malah! It feels like i'm super duper so lucky to be apart of ED UNJ. Gue dapet temen-temen yang care banget! They are 10 dik B Family (sebut saja mawar)! Yaaaak mereka lah mawar-mawar yang selalu merekah menghiasi hari-hari gue! Hahhahaha LEBAY! Tapi ya emang bener! I do love them so much. I really thank God for giving me them :).
Oya oya sekarang gue lagi nungguin KHS yang bikin gue deg deg an kaya waktu gue nungguin hasil UAN! semoga nilai ip gue memuaskan! Nah kalo ip gue bagus gue mau apply lamaran nih jadi guru privat atau guru bimbel. Semoga aja gue dapet kerjaan ngajar part time. Semuanya depends on God's plan. :') yang penting usaha sebisa mungkin dulu.
Tentang organisasi....
ehhhhm untuk beberapa alasan yang salah satunya gue juga ga yakin bisa ngatur waktu gue so akhirnya gue ga jadi daftar BEM. Sedikit nyesel sih secara gue dulu niat banget mau jadi BEM! Yeep i used to be very excited about BEM ED. Tapi gue masih bisa belajar beorganisasi di KMHB. Di KMHB gue bener-bener belajar gimana caranya beroganisasi. Oya sekarang gue udah jadi BPH lhooo :) gue jadi staff sekretaris umum. gue jadi asistenya ka wulan :D. Job pertama gue jadi sekretaris di Raker lumayan ribet. Banyak surat yang salah, dari tanggal dan huruf hahhaah that means i need to be more aware of every little thing. But i still keep learning yeaaaaay (^.^)
Tentang cinta...
Hahahha wueeeek kesannya ababil banget gue kalo ngomongin cinta. Tapi ya gue emang masih suka galau sih heeeehe! So just you know, im still single yeeeah but sooner i'll no longer be single :p!
If you ask...... I answer........
Am I in love? Yes
why do I love him? Because we have several same things
does he love me? Probably.......... NO! HE DOES NOT!
Yaaa cukup untuk masalah percintaan gue yang ga unyu banget!
Tentang impian...
Apa mimpi gue yang masih belum kesampean? menjelajahi korea! One day, i'll go there! I promise myself. I'll work so hard and earn much money to get there!
Oke cerita ceritanya cukup sekian ya :p
How are you, wi? I am fine! :)
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Cool Whispers by Ike Yoshihiro (ost. Tatta Hitotsu No Koi)
Close your eyes and dream what I see, Peace for a moment the future unclear...
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